Well, it’s coming to the end of this year and it’s only right that I follow my heart in writing my usual end of year/ beginning of next thoughts and feelings. As much as I want to be a ‘What you see is what you get’ kind of person, and I think I am mostly, there are parts of me, like the flow of a river, a current that resonates underneath, that I’m not sure I want the whole world to see or read.
It’s not that I’m hiding it from people, just that I want to show honour to that part of me and keep it in it’s little quiet room which the plate ‘Privacy’ on the door.
I bought a diary, as I do every year, from Paper chase. Upon it 2009 beckons!
I love writing but being a lazy sort of bird, I prefer to tap my days out. Less exertion and more flavour :O)
So here’s the deal, you get to read my diary but I keep some things edited and in my personal book, printed out and not handwritten but stuck in and locked up all the same.
It’s not that I’m hiding it from people, just that I want to show honour to that part of me and keep it in it’s little quiet room which the plate ‘Privacy’ on the door.
I bought a diary, as I do every year, from Paper chase. Upon it 2009 beckons!
I love writing but being a lazy sort of bird, I prefer to tap my days out. Less exertion and more flavour :O)
So here’s the deal, you get to read my diary but I keep some things edited and in my personal book, printed out and not handwritten but stuck in and locked up all the same.
But you don’t have to tell anything I hear you all say, oh really? Firstly, it’s by my nature that I love to write, secondly, I believe that by showing the lighter side to life people begin to realise that we are all naked underneath this façade of ours and finally I want to do it, not to please you but because it’s something I want to do and if you know anything about me, you would know that it’s an unusual day that I don’t get what I want.
Are you spoilt Christina? No, I’m not spoilt, just know what I want and have drive and ambition to get it.
Are you spoilt Christina? No, I’m not spoilt, just know what I want and have drive and ambition to get it.
If I do come across a shut door, I just reline my thinking that God’s done it for a reason and I move on.
So here’s to it, raise your glasses and let’s say a big YAY to the online journal about to approach.
Enjoy…
Enjoy…
2 comments:
thinking it's a loving thing to do, to put to use the gifts we've been graced with - honours the Giver as well as bringing blessing to the recipient and to those who find their way to the light of honesty and truth :-)
Thanks for your feedback Trish. As you can no doubt see, I can't sleep! LOL
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